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//Saturday, October 24, 2009 9:49 PM
And he promised he would never let anyone or anything ever hurt me, he made me feel safe in his arms, until the day he broke my heart and let my world shatter, the day he unwrapped his arms and let go. Its hard to think you'd fall in love with someone that already broke your heart once, but then again its also hard to imagine why you liked them in the first place. Labels: no mood to do a proper update.
//Thursday, October 22, 2009 5:57 PM
So close, but i cant touch you, so much love, but i cant tell you, so much pain, but i cant show you. all i want is you. i know you love me, i know you feel the same. i know you wish you could, your not the one to blame. you say you are protecting me, you say its for the best you say you'll come back to me, but what about the rest. what about the hurt and pain, what about my heart what about my tears in the rain, you said we'd never be apart. i sit and wait for you, i sit and think all the time i sit and wonder where you are, when you'll hold me again tell me you're here, and that every things fine.
//Wednesday, October 21, 2009 12:33 PM
 meet up with BFFs ydae. wee~ sadly Nasri couldnt tag along as he finish sch late. nvrm. nxt tyme okay dokie? 1st went to cwp with Meera as she wanted to send her hp for repair. bt then, tkleh repair ): yg org nokia tuu plk mlayu, dier pn giler2! then we decided to meet Syaaffiiii~ for lunch. waited for her like 12345678910mins aru dier muncul. sempat jgk kiter merayap masok JohnLil & Metro. & this pendek irritate me with her SYAFFFFIII HEHEHEH! mcm pontianak sehh! ahhaha. then we train-ed down to YewTee. had sushi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! happy banget ni 3 pompan. & we were the only one dining in. hehehe. we eat, we gossip, we camwhore, we laugh like hell! hahaha. afterwards, we did abit damage to our wallet. hahah. SHOPPING!! will be meeting them again on sat!! with nasri too. & the rest of the gang! i cant wait. okay, let me feed u guys with the pics. * not even half of the pics is here. & luper nk amek gmbr with Syaf ):        
//Monday, October 19, 2009 1:11 PM
 i was bored so decided to change my blogskin. okay lah yang ni. plain. hahaha!
went out with mum ydae! shopping!! yeahh3. we went to ramen teh/ shin tokyoshiuka (SP??) mkn sushi!! Oops. i'll be dead if lil bro read this -_- i bought like 4 blouse. aju lah. hahah. abes duit mama aku keje kn! alah ma, skali sekala kn?! & yahh, i was so called bongkar-ing my stuffs and i fought my diary when i was Hailmy. i have fun reading my own craps (: meera nak bacer.. nnt sat aku bwk okay?? this morning when i woke up, lil bro was playing psp. so i confidently "scold" lil bro why he nvr go madrasah! skali dier kater, kn nari monday sha! SUMPAH aku malu! mati2 aku ingat sunday. hehehe. cause everyone was like at home, lepak-ing arnd!! & just now dad went to bukit gombak with mum. can u imagine, ngn badan dier bintik2 dier merayap! ishk2 aper nk jadik. okay lah adios! nk mandi then bongkar my bilik again! bnyk harta karun!
//Saturday, October 17, 2009 8:58 PM
 finally, i received this palette ydae night frm syaf!!again, IM A HAPPY POMPAN! i was like screaming frm the void deck till i reach home! im waiting for my nxt order. MAC brushes!! mayb nxt mnth im gonna order those cute fake eyelash & their wallet! PWEETY!! idk why im soo into makeup this yr. passion for makeup? YAHH! i feel like taking makeup course nxt yr. bt its soo EXPENSIVE!! howhow!! daddy! help me!! So sick of trying when all I do is cry Tired of always smiling when it's all a lie Trying so hard yet it's never enough Feeling I'm alone whenever it gets rough Everyday this feeling becomes worse Don't know how long I can deal with this hurt Never knew that I could feel this bad Or that you'd be able to make me so sad Love you more than you'll ever know Such a shame it may be time to go Always thought that we'd stay together Guess you don't know the meaning of forever Promised you'd never hurt me, so why do I cry? Guess the love I need you can no longer supply I know I'm not perfect, and it's not just you Yet it seems you don't care the hurt you put me through All I do is try, but it seems I can do no right I'm tired of this, I no longer want to fight So now it's time to give up, I'm giving in I guess this is a battle I just can't win
//Thursday, October 15, 2009 11:27 AM
 i cant describe wat im feeling right now. angry, sad, heart broken. haish. im trying my best to hate u. bt i knw hw much i try to hate u, i cant hate u! i dun wish to knw wats ur motive doing this to me. can u atleast give a thought how i'll feel? Your reply was less than satisfying. I rather you say "no", than "idk." You either want me or you don't, it's not that hard. i nvr knw u can hurt me soo much, ___. & how am i suppose to hate u or 4get abt u when i knw u like 6yrs back! & idk hw to even say HI to u in the future. cause u hurt me deep down. i really need time alone. really. bt i dun wish me make meera, syaf, nasri worried. haish. i just wish all these is just a bad nightmare. ydae was my best day with u & ydae was also my worse day with you ): u give me a reason to smile bt u're also the one who make me cry! to meera & syaf: thanks for the conversation last night. iloveyou girls & not to 4get nasri, thanks for those words. iloveyou too (:
//Monday, October 12, 2009 8:42 PM
thanks to syaf, im addicted to this song! hahahah!
thanks to syaf, im addicted to this song! hahahah! niwaes, had LOADS of fun on saturday. glad everyone could make it especially syaf! woohoo! dad received presents & also he had a bdae cake after soo long! had fun karaoke-ing. kn ling?? suker btol dier karaoke. padahal aku tk karaoke. ngok org karaoke jekk. hahaha! momok came, kak shikin came, kak nadia came! bt all i nvr layan. duduk dlm bilik lyn bdk2 biol! soo the boys blah 1st. followed by meera & nasri. thank god syaf stayed longer! dpt gossip & layan my adk sdare dancing to NOBODY song. cute kn dorg syaf? so here are some of the pics. all corrupted lahh! hahah. i oso dunnoe why! smuer ngah kecoh2. every year mesti amek gmbr ramai2 like this. thanks for coming you guys. hope to meet u guys at syaf's open hse.         meet up with syaf, meera & nasri. gathering! hahaha. syaf & meera are planning for a meet up with all this ppl. soon! just wait for our msges guys! hahaha! for this past few days, meera & i keep on talking mepeks! kes dh stress, gni lah jadik nyer. pompan2 biol. blm plus syaf nyer sengal or nasri lameness! hahaha. see lahh. sidetracking AGAIN! told u guys already that i cant focus. btol tk?? hhehe. to _______: no matter wat, i'll endure all yr weird attitude. cause deep down i knw u meant every single word u said to me on 081009. aku syg kau lah bodoh! & yahh, i've chosen to forgive u & her. no point holding grudges right? uwt hati saket jekk. soo, let bygones be bygones. im sure she'll contact u back. just dun give up. kn ling? hahaha.
//Friday, October 9, 2009 9:11 PM
 meet up with nasri & syaf. hahahah. went to eshun with nasri b4 meeting syaf. thx nas psl teman-ing me! as usual meet syaf at food culture. suker nahh meet pat fd culture.so sad meera could not make it ): nvrm, will see her tml. we went to sunshine place cause i badly want to rent vcd. syaf bought BBB dvd! love that movie! RAFFI AHMAD!! *faints* ahahah. took some crazy pics using syaf's lappy. talktalktalk. gossip here & there. send them home arnd 8 plus. syaf bought that lil cute mp3 at 711. cute dok. pink agek! hahaha. cant wait 4 tml!! && to ______. iloveyou. yeahh. i do.
//Thursday, October 8, 2009 10:33 PM
 oh my. im so sleepy.i really cant wait for this sat. open hse & also dad's bdae! hahaha. can see all my cousin! bt meera & the gang coming. weee! sadly syaf cant make it. boohoo! lau syaf ader confem kecoh! & im a happy girl today!! uhmm noo. since ydae night! hahah. only certain ppl knw. yahh. i finally make up my mind & decided. & im falling sick again. WORSE. it came ydae morning. & it wunt go away ): i mish ______. hahahah! hope to meet u on sat! im eyes is already watery & half close. i think i shud stop now & go to lalala land. or mayb wait for ______ to finish werk & text me?? gud nyte everyone. hahah. sweet dreams!
//Monday, October 5, 2009 8:45 PM
 meet up with dearest meera & syaf. actually i planned not to go out & decided to stay at home & relaxed my mind. bt that plan doesnt seem to werk. hahaha. meera came to my cribs cause she went out early. she was quite shock to see me. its not like the 1st tyme she see me without makeup. it was my eyes. hahaha. idk whats wrong with my eyes. i look so masai & tk terurus. so after awhile, we when out to lot1. ni pompan2 mls. blh jln kaki g lot1 tau, tapy naek bus. dunno lah naper mcm tkder mood & mls nk jln! we waited for syaf @ food culture & she keep pestering me to tell her wat happen to my face each time when she sebut name ________. is it soooooo the obvious that im pissed?? haiyooh! syaf told us abt her soo dream. which is soooooo funny! syaf syaf. aper nyer mimpi dh! go pasar mlm. & aku pelik lah ngn ni syaf & meera. ketawer tk ingat dunia. aper dorg ketawer oso idk! tk masok campur! & kiter print gmbr!! soo cute tau.. & i mish _______. CB!
//Sunday, October 4, 2009 5:43 PM
 i've receive the rest of the pic frm syaf. hahahah. glad the all the pics turn out pretty! i loike. cant wait for syaf's open hse which is like in 2wks time. && ydae meera told me sumthing shocking. my jaw drop the moment she tell me her small lil secret! hahaha. its not a secret anymore. hahaha. & i've told meera my small lil secret. which now making me miserable! fuck! i feel like throwing my hp away. seriously shit. im losing my patience bit by bit! if u dun mean wat u say, just go away & stop giving me hopes & stuffs. dun make me hate u. i dun wish to hate to. cant u see, i've always like u?? You were a special part of my life that I will never forget, A part of my life that broke my heart, but that I don't regret, You gave me some happy memories that I'll keep in my heart, Although sometimes I wish that you and I didn't have to part. I know we're only friends and it hurts so bad, Because I know I'm a girl you don't wish to have. My eyes glisten, I have butterflies flying, Can you look at me, see how much I'm trying. Every love song I hear, your name pops in my head, So easy to feel it, so hard to be said. Your everything I need in a man to be, If only one day, you would love me.
//Saturday, October 3, 2009 4:16 PM
im super bored. so i decided to blog again. nothing better to do. im youtube-ing & fb-ing. msn oso like death. no one to chat with. haish. i was listening to the radio when they played this song. & now im like listening to it over & over again. its true i cant 4get u & i still 4get all the tyme we spend together.
bt i've already made my decision..to let u go now. i wunt stop u frm going anymore. im ready to move on without u. its not that i 4get wat i've said to u. yesh, i deep down i still love you. bt whats the use? u no longer need me. & i think its time for me to give that someone a chance & also give myself a chance. u & me? there's nothing between us. its over back then. i dunno if im doing the right thing by giving him a chance. but i knw im doing the right thing by letting you go. nothing can make me change my mind now. not even u Hailmy. im starting a new chapter & i dun think i want u to be part of it. haishh. its not easy for me to say goodbye. goodbye hailmy.
// 12:00 PM
 pls dun ask me whats with the black coloursOmg. im sooo the tired. soo the sleepy. hahaha. yet i still wanna blog (: went rayer ydae with syaf, meera, khai, fir & haaziq. yahh only the 6 of us. the rest couldnt make it. we still had fun! alot of fun! kn korgs? 1st our plan was suppose to meet up at 130. meet up with fir 1st cause mum asked for his help. soo we slack-ed for awhile then i realised that i was late. aper lagi aku mcm charlie caplin siap. all thanks to fir cause he told the rest it was my fault! so meet syaf & meera near my hse bus stop & headed to teck whye. arinah hse. it was just the 4 of us. then we headed to rabiatul's hse. still the 4 of us. dang! i mish her so much. ampai berpelukan! && something happen at her hse yg uwt aku malu yg teramat!! syaf & meera ketawer kn. tknk fwen korg!! after that headed to my hse. only then khai & haaziq joined us. mkn besar oi! mum cooked rojak tepung.     ni si khai nyer keje. dier letak sengkuang dlm syaf nyer air. dier kater raser cam bubble tea. syaf's siram-ing the kuahs for all of us. i was senduk-ing food for everyone. the abang2s! bdk2 biol!after that headed to nason place. took more picas..    nasOn!! aku rindu kau! akhirnyer dpt jgk jumper kau!!!!!!!!!!last hse was at meera hse. ehehehe. smuer dh kepenatan. the guys espeacially. tapy kiter maseh ader mood nk amek gmbr! hahaha. hasanul join in after fir left. ader replacement g2!        there's still more pics in syaf cam. this is all i have with me. overall i enjoy our outing together. although the plan are abit corrupted! i wanna go out with u ppl again, cn??Labels: Someone pls cubit me and tell me this is soo not happening. Cann?? |
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