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//Thursday, August 27, 2009 9:04 PM
i mish our camwhore session & gossip-ing session. hw abt you guys??
fasting has been good for me this yr. alhamdulilah. i dun feel hungry or thirsty. heheh.
meet up with Nora-ling just now.
& we bought alot of stuffs. blh tahan. smuer makanan! hahaha.
we bought bubble tea, cake frm primadeli..tapy untuk buka! i puaser okay!
actually i dunnoe what to blog. since im infront of the comp, i'll blog anyway.
nuraa dh start mepek!
i love these two humans very the much. no words can describe hw i feel.
they were there when i need them.
& im sure to be there for them (:
oh imy guys ):
i really hope that our friendship will last forever!
actually there's one more person who i loved.
bt then after seeing hw she dumped me & meera for that stupid guy,
i dun see the reason to put her pic up there. i just hope she realise her mistake before its too late.
they are the one who i love after my family.
//Wednesday, August 26, 2009 3:12 PM
phew! just came back frm NUH. follow-ed atok for his appointment. together with paklong.
im super tired. i've got nothing much to update. boohoo. no pic oso ): 1 word. MENDAK!!
oh yahh. today is CHRIS PINE 29th BDAE, the Star Trek hero.
aiyoo0h sooo the old. nmpk jekk muda. oh well u're still my hero. hahaha!
moving on bit by bit.
//Monday, August 24, 2009 10:43 AM
its already the fourth day of fasting. 26 more days to go! ahah. idk why im counting down to rayer! hahaha. ydae bby aliyah came!! ouhh she is soo cute. mcm makcik dier jgk! haha. perasan.
& she also like Upin & Ipin. hahah. which piss-ed sis off.
actually nothing to post. random!
//Saturday, August 22, 2009 8:52 PM
found this pic in my photobucket account! haha. very hilarious!
meet nora-ling just now at lot1. our purpose was to borrow book frm the library.
sumpahh kecoh! hahah. ni pompan uh. tk abes2 irritate aku. JOM UH GY JP! tibai mulut kau karang! hahaha. borrow-ed 3 novel! after that headed to NTUC. tuu agek 1 hal. ni pompan bnyk nyer selenger. she 4get to press B1. so when we reach level 1 then we realised. hahah. the lift go up again. hahah. selenger nyer pompans lahh kiter ni! bought some stuffs. the queue at NTUC was super long. darah lehh up tau! bought SweetTalk for lil bro & dad & also for myself. NoraLing bought 2 drinks.
FOR HERSELF!!! OMG!!
1 day down. 29 more days to go!! HAHAHAH.
My love is not an ordinary love
when it belongs to you
And it's you who stay with me
for the whole of my life
//Wednesday, August 19, 2009 5:12 PM
watch G.I Joe just now. i must say i love the movie, bt not as much as Star Trek (:
i give it 4 stars! hahah. & Channing Tatum is super duper hott! i wanna watch it AGAIN!!
anyone willing to blanjer me? please *insert cute face. hehehe.
tml will be the 1st day of fasting (:
HAPPY FASTING TO ALL MUSLIM OUT THERE!
puaser jgn tk puaser. dosa tau! heheh.
Deep down, i knw im strong. But it seems soo hard to pull myself back together.
i just want to 4get everything. including you hailmy.
why must start giving me hope back? at the end of the day, it will still be the same.
u'll say, im not ready. true, i still love you. bt to be back with u?
i have to think twice. no mayb thrice. just stop giving me hope & promises. please....
// 12:55 PM
im super mad right now!! there is this fucking irritating boy whokeep on calling my hse & asking for my lil bro. 1st he called ydae night arnd 1130 & my lil bro was already asleep.
the caller used private num. & the way he talk sungguh irritating!!
obviously he was mly but nk step slang konon. & he said his name was edward! fuck off lahh!
aku tau lah kau saper, suare lehh cam sehh. & adk aku tkder kwn namer edward.
soo that was ydae night. i almost 4get abt it already when he decided to call my hse again! kul 12 dier kol & asked for my lil bro. tk sch ker bdk nii??! irritating sehh!! pastuu tukar namer max lakk?
bler kena threaten nk trace num dier, trus ltk. padahal num dier private. bodoh nyer! tuu lahh nk prank org tk agak2. kecik dh kuang ajar!
dun worry, i knw who u are. where u live. where u sch at! hahah! i cn even noe yr hp num!
kan nuraa dh jadik evil! i dunnoe why, bt everytime he saw me, he'll irritate me.
dun try me eh!
SUMPAH AKU NK BUNUH DIER!!
//Tuesday, August 18, 2009 6:17 PM
i mish my straight nd short hair ):
thats it. im soo gonna cut my hair. shoulder length. i cant take it anymore. rimassssssss!!!!!
gonna chop it ASAP. will ask dad for $$$.
now im craving for MC SPICY! hahah! im soo loving my new blogskins.
i think i'll stop now b4 i continue crapping & my eyes need rest.
been on the comp since 12! bubbye.
//Monday, August 17, 2009 3:49 PM
phew. finally change my blogskins. hahah! after soo long looking for the perfect one. i think this was the best lor. i think! bt im still not happy with it!!
fasting month is coming.. & then rayer! soo tkder mood. dh old mahh.........
hmm, im not going out for these few days or even weeks.
i'll be at home taking care of my grandad which mean i'll be online almost 24hrs a day (:
& that anak amiludin called me ydae night. aper lagi lahh dier nk. it been like mnths we last chatted. have to admit that i mishh him. saper sehh tk syg, after all that we been thru for 12mnths. haish.
if only i can turn back the clock, i wunt let u go.
if only.. all i knw puaser & rayer this yr wunt be the same without u.
thanks you remembering me (:
will pass ur present one day aites??
ngok lahh. kn dh lari dari topic! ishk. nura ni tkleh focus!!
p/s imy that shotty! heheh. imy meera!
//Sunday, August 16, 2009 2:11 PM
finally went to BOTANIC GARDEN!! wee.
together with meera & nasri. yahh i knw, just the 3 of us. bt dier nyer kecoh. mcm 10 org. agek2 si bdae boy tuu!!
took bus frm bb & straight to Botanic Garden.
biler alight jekk frm the bus, all 3 of us got super excited!
snap here & there. & headed for the bandstand. the walk was soo tiring!! naseb tk sesat!
had our picnic there. Nasi grg & sandwich telur. YUMMY2. tk sdap pn ckp sdap jekk lahh. hehe.
headed to Heliconia Walk & had another round of picnic with more pics snapped! hahah.
we blah frm there arnd 7 then bus-ed to bb & lepak at westmall mac just to transfer gmbr frm cam to nasri lappy. hahahh! im still soo tired right now. mcm nk tdo agek! hahah.
& I CANT UPLOAD PIC AT FB!! up sehh darah!!
enjoy the picas (:
while waiting for nasri (:
si handsome boy (:
//Friday, August 14, 2009 9:53 PM
HAPPY 18th BDAE TO MUHAMMAD NASRI BIN SELAMAT!! Dah legal sehh!! Bler nk club?! I hope u enjoy ur day. Semoga di panjangkn umur & murahkan rezeki (:
ily lahh nyahh! hehehe. see you tml.
& also i'll like to wish MOHAMAD HAILMY BIN AMILUDIN, HAPPY 24th BDAE.
hope u enjoy ur day & i mish you (:
hope you doing fine.
i dunnoe why suddenly aku rindu si anak amiludin ni. haish. hahaha!
okay lah. gtg. wanna sleep early for tml (:
//Thursday, August 13, 2009 8:50 PM
just came back! when to causeway point with meera ling. hahah. kecohkecoh. 1st met her under her blok. chill. then she say after amek ayul, gy cwp uh. aku okay go jekk!! hahah.
had cavana for lunch. late lunch to be exact. walk arnd, talking, planning for nasri BIG legal bdae party/picnin/celebration (:
meera did some eye washing! haah.
& yahh. something happen in the mrt otw home!
me & meera saw BOICINE! like wtf?? bnyk2 org nmpk dier. kasik lah aku nmpk hailmy ker khaipok ker.. hahaha!! we were like staring at him on & off. wanna wat he did? he just stare at the floor. wth! kater nk carik ayesha pehh. asl tk ngok? tk brani? mentang2 1 org. tapy lau kau BOICINE, asl nk takot ngn 2 pompan kn???! pastuu msg, msg BINI kau lahh tuu! when he alighted frm the train, he was walking super fast. pastuu trus hilang! hahah.
watever lah! lau nk gertak dlm talipon jekk tk guner tau. & meera was super hyper. aku pn tktau naper? senget binte tk btol!
till here. tc.
i still do mish you ):
//Wednesday, August 12, 2009 6:17 PM
btw congrats to SARAH AQILAH for winning the title ydae!! had fun watching the finals at home with family. esp me & sis. we kept on closing our eyes everytime the carta was shown. mcm pompan giler sehh. all of us was rooting for SARAH! & must admit ydae she went all out. i loike. *wink!
didnt went out with fwens last week. didnt celebrate national day ):
& setelah sekian lamer tk g jemputan, i finally followed mum & dad. hehehehe.
met those lil cutties. lamer nyer tk jumper.
i mish hafiz, sasa, apit!! guess will be meeting them on rayer or break-fast meeting (:
im still not in my best mood. i still mish him, im still thinking abt him. FCUK! i just want to throw away all this feeling! I think I'm ready to fall apart now, sit on the ground and cry for awhile, too bad you're no longer here, too bad you no longer care to make me smile. U're no longer here with me. sooner or later i'll let you go. bt how soon it will be, no one knws. thanks fitri for all the late night conversations. i knw u trying to cheer me up. thanks.
& it seems that no one care abt me. not even my closest fwen.
u didnt even bother to ask me out when u knw i badly want to go out & also meet u. haish.
ur reason was it was early in the morning & u knw i wunt be awake. blm cuba lum tau kn?
bkn aku jealous. tapy aku teraser hati lahh. haish.
soey if i hurt yr feelings abt this paragraph ):
//Wednesday, August 5, 2009 6:25 PM
oh my. im soo tired!
tired of walking, crying, talking..
job hunting with meera today.
had lunch @ my old werkplace cause i wanted to return my uniform & meet loverboy.
im soey bby. i cant help u much. bt i'll try my best to help ):
i still love you. idk why. haish.
meera. thx for everything u did just now. ily!
//Tuesday, August 4, 2009 1:44 PM
Tetesan Air Cinta - Fuad Rahman & Azrin
Inikah balas cintamu kasihku
Dari dalamnya sayangku pada mu
Hingga teganya kau melukai
Kesungguhanku terhadap dirimu
Sandiwara apa yang kau mainkan
Hanya menambahkan kedukaan jiwa
Yang kau anggap cinta itu bukan cinta
Hanyalah gurauan yang pandai kau mainkan
Terbuai aku di sangkar madu
Manisnya cinta itu hanya semu
Di ibarat aku di padang tandus
Sendirian mengharapkan akan tetesan air cinta
Sudah puaskah kau menyakiti aku
Sudah puaskah kau melukai aku
Hingga ku kecewa
Sudah puaskah kau khianati aku
Sudah puaskah kau permainkan aku
Kini ku kecewa
finally i've found this song.
loverboy keep on asking me to look for this song.
but now, he's missing ):
why is this happening to me again??
& why am i being so weak? crying over & over.
thinking of him, reading his msges, looking at our pic..really hurt me.
& no one's here with me. im all alone ):
u can call me emo & stuffs, i dun care.
I knw I will only get hurt, but I still wont leave you.
// 1:24 PM
i mish those happy moments ):
oh no. im doing it again. haish.
i mish you so much lah. cant you understand??!
it really hurt me to knw that you dun care.
No matter how much anger i have of you,
I'm still hoping deep down inside your love for me will come back.
can someone pls make him understand?!!
aper2 i uwt i ingatkn u. haish. pls come back to me ):
im not going to be online in msn or blogging for the tyme being.
i just need tyme to accept everything. to pull myself back together.
im soey ling. im not strong enough as i thought i'll be ):
thanks for being there for me when i tot no one care.
dun wori, we'll have fun on nasri bdae! i promise.
i love you ling. mwahh!
//Sunday, August 2, 2009 10:06 PM
HAPPY 13TH BDAE BBY!!
still a bby!
moga di panjangkn umur & dimurahkan rezeki.
jgn notty2 tau. ngar ckp mama & abah.
be a gd boy! dah besar dahh!!
soey sha tkder present nk kasik.
nnti sha da keje, sha beli kn okay? ily lil bro!
i just feel like crying right now! haish!
ling, i need u right now!! plsplspls!
i cant handle this all alone ):
//Saturday, August 1, 2009 8:18 PM
oh man. i mish blogging.
im not busy or anything.
cumer mls jekk nk update.
im addicted to fb games. especially RESTAURANT CITY ( below pic )
all thanks to sis!!
& im soo waiting for anugerah2009 final!!
im rooting for sarah aqilah! power siol dier nyanyi.
especially when she sang LAFAZ! like ann hussin say, EFFORTLESSLY!
ternaek bulu roma ngar dier nyanyi (:
CONFEM DIER MASOK FINAL * crossing finger*
for guys...IDK & I GOT NO IDEA. heeh.
& im missing my loverboy ):
dah seminggu tk meet. boohoo.
he's bz collecting money! hahaha!!
not forgetting meera & nasri!! bler nk jumper!
TO THAT SUNDAL (:
AKU LAGI MENYESAL UH KNAL NGN KAU!!
PENTINGKN KONEK PEHH?
CKP NGN TUU BOICINE,
DIER INGAT AKU TAKOT PEHH BLER DIER GERTAK AKU?
FUCK OFF LAHH BITCH.
DPN AKU KAU CKP LAEN, BLER NGN DIER KAU CKP LAEN!!
TAKOT PEHH NK ADMIT YG KAU TIPU DIER??! PENGECUT!
& I DUN NEED A FWEN LIKE YOU OKAY??!
BLER SUSAH CARIK AKU!!
BODOH NYER AKU NGN MEERA TLG KAU, TLG KAU TIPU!!
DO WATEVER YOU WANT.
FRM NOW, WE ARE STRANGERS OKAY BITCH?!
BTW I BELIEVE IN KARMA(:
soey for my language. heheh.
fierce tk ayesha?? hahahah.